To all the writes and readers

I came decided to write tonight and all of a sudden all I can think about is that I need to write, and not that I want.

Do all writers suffer with the same problem, sometimes everything that I want to put down on a piece of paper just doesn't make any more sense as soon as comes out from my fingertips.

And so I decided that I need a routine or more or less a schedule. A way to organize myself to work on all my projects separately but efficiently. Find a way to be able to find time to write whenever I feel best motivated and creative.

This just reminded me of how much I used to love to write stories while I was in school. Writing was the only subject I wasn't terrible at it. Honestly, it was the only thing I enjoyed in class when I was younger.

I remember like it was yesterday the teacher teaching us how to use paragraphs to start our stories. I was always so keen to prepare the pages and lines, and mark where I needed to start the paragraph so the story looked neat and the reader(my teacher)would feel more satisfaction in reading it if it looked pretty. I don't actually recall not even one of my stories however I do know that I liked spending time with the ruler, and making those 2 pages or less look ready for my next creative moment.

Now that I think about that it makes me believe even more and more that I am on the right path. Even though I am not sure where this is going, I know for a fact that IT WILL came to me.

I want to be able to write my story in a way that you, my reader, is interested to see what will be coming next.

I think it would be a good idea to put into a document the highlights of events and start from the moment I was growing up. Its an idea.

I can start from there and see how I go. It makes me so happy to realize that the more I write the more creative and motivated I get.

If you reading this is also out there struggling to find your note, your start, I hope this helps you to realize that sometimes all you gotta do is take a seat, and start.

xMDarling